I love him. But we can’t be together. He wants to marry me. Do do I. He lives about 10 000 km from me. And he flew across the world to meet me. He doesn’t want to have children at all. And I want.
It breaks my heart. I am just not sure I will love someone as much as I love him. This loved made me so altruistic but still – clear about my wish to have children… I’m into pieces…