When I think about the last three years I try to remember the good times. Even if I manage to think of one, it is quickly overshadowed by something bad. I have been working on this relationship for years, but why. Alcoholism, drugs, abusive behavior…where are the positives? What the hell am I doing?
Everything about him is so sexy. I am so freaking attracted to him. BUT HE IS BAD FOR ME. I know this 100%. No good will come from my continued return to him.
I am an addict. He is my drug. I am weak. I cannot do this alone. I need help to stay away from him.