I am a 14 year old boy who is heartbroken. I loved this girl with all my heart and didn’t think i’d ever lose her, i wanted to be with her for the rest of my life, she showed me she wasn’t like any other girl. But she decided to go hang out with another boy at midnight and cheat on me. I’ve always trusted her and her reasoning for breaking up is that i didn’t trust her but i did a lot. And i know i shouldn’t want to be with her because of what happened but i do, i can’t stop thinking about her i don’t want to stop. I want to get back together but i know that that will never happen considering we have stopped talking. Ever since the break up i’ve been very depressed and have had suicidal thoughts. i’ve lost intrest in everything i don’t wanna do anything i don’t wanna live, i don’t wanna be alive because i feel use less, worthless and like i was never loved or cared by anyone. Someone please help me. I would love to talk to someone